February 2012
5 posts
January 2012
93 posts
I'm going to the gym for the first time in months.
I’m really scared. Mostly of judgment or seeing someone I know. Any words of encouragement?
I'm not going to eat anymore today.
I bought low fat muffins. I'm going to go bake...
I’m a happy camper.
paranoia: lol everyone thinks you're boring and ugly haha someones talking about you right now omg your friends don't even like you that much they just pretend because they don't wanna sound mean but really you bore them and are so awkward no one can even bear to talk to you and everyone thinks you're weird because you actually are haha you're gonna die alone
Attention FOrever aloners on V-day.
Anyone who asks, will be written a song and it will be played and sang and posted on tumblr Valentines day. Any takers? Just message me.
Sometimes I lose my beleif in my ability to do...
And I want it so bad. I’ve wanted it since I was 8.
When I'm at my UGW
skinny-as-anything:
150lbsto120lbs:
Boys will be like:
Your family will be like:
Girls who called you fat will be like:
and you’l be like:
HOLY FUCK YES YES YES.
Strawberries. A pinch of Splenda. And some whip...
intake.
Breakfast:
oatmeal-160
Lunch:
Gronola bar-100
Bananas-90
Strawberries-50
Snacksing:
Popcorn- 50
Random-ish- 230
Dinner:
1 serving Lasagna- 288
Salad-100
1 peice lite garlic toast- 120
Total:1190 cals
Very carb heavy, I’ll throw some more things in tomorrow. I feel like I’m going to pop right about now so i don’t know if this is accurate
I will be skinny. I will be skinny. I will be...
Watchthe-imperfect-mess:
officially makes me hate life. i want this.
She’s perfect, he’s perfect. I’m going to go die now.
Just went on my first "legit" run of the year.
My dog dragged me all over the place. It was cold as heck. I forgot to out on a bra (I went out in a sweatshirt I’d had on all day). My lungs are burnig. My pants kept falling off along with my earbuds and my knees are now swollen as fuck.
I feel fantastic.
All I want is to be wanted.
Last nigthh, for the first time ever, i felt...
hyliam:
they should invent
a treadmill
with a laptop built in
and unless you were walking, the internet wouldn’t work
like you had to be walking on it, you can’t just trick it and stand on the sides
i would lose so much weight
Weigh in was yesterday- 197.5 :D
I only lost 1.5 pounds this week, but consdiering I couldn’t excersize like it all it’s not bad and to take into consideration that I’ve lost 6.5 since the New Years day I’m totally okay with it :)
Intakeeee...
Breakfast:Apple -90 cal
Lunch:Yogurt-100 cal
Crackers-190 cal
Snack:Popcorn 70 cal
Sunflower seeds-120
Dinner:Spinach and feta pie: 520
14 oz juice-50.75
hot coco-shouldn’t have but… 150
A few calories here and there…150
Total:1250.75
Great:)
I don't want to be embarrassed in a swimsuit.
163 days till summer
